Hello, Wattpad!

Hi, all. It’s been awhile but I’ve been quite busy as I imagine you are! Over the last several months, I’ve begun to realize something that perhaps you have as well: I’ve become sick to death of the big social media platforms. So much vitriol! And it all seems a bit…contrived. Like we’re being used.

Rather than waste my efforts responding to hateful posts from people I don’t even know, I decided to refocus on the things I love most, including writing.

To that end, I found Wattpad! What a great place for readers and writers alike to share and discuss stories without getting bogged down in mass media. I highly recommend it!

I’ve been inspired to update The Left Hand of Light and have already published the first eight chapters there. And there’s more to come! I invite you to come have a look and unplug from your day-to-day worries. They’re not going anywhere 🙂

https://www.wattpad.com/user/chrisveraink

See you out there!

My new favorite song

Find it on your favorite streaming service.

Eulogy for my Grandfather

scan0012-1My grandfather was a humble man and he would have had mixed feelings about being the center of attention today. On one hand he would have appreciated having everyone he loved here in one place. He loved connecting with others. On the other, he was never big on talking about himself.

To a young boy, distracted by everything, a grandfather is a lot like a mountain, larger than life. I don’t mean just in stature, though my grandfather was tall. I don’t just mean in personality though my grandfather laughed a lot.

A mountain is just always there, since the beginning of time as far as the boy can measure it.

A mountain is so sturdy, so dependable, so unchanging, that it’s easy for the boy to forget it’s there even when it was right in front of him. It was just part of the boy’s landscape, like the sky or the ocean or the sun rising every day in the east.

No matter how far that boy traveled, no matter where in the world, without realizing it, he always knew where he was in relation to the mountain. It’s how he always knew exactly where he was. The mountain was always there in the background for every special occasion: Birthdays, holidays, graduations, house warmings, hospital visits, weddings. It was natural to assume the mountain would always be there.

But people aren’t mountains after all. They live for a time and they die, leaving those behind them to carry on as best they can.

Or are they?

The boy, now a man, still navigates his way through life using all the lessons he learned in the shadow of the mountain. He wears a hat outside, takes it off indoors (especially at the table). He’s learned the importance of family. The man is awed by all the love and fellowship that gathered in the great shadow of his mountain.

My grandfather outlived many—maybe most—of his friends and yet still he was always connecting with new ones, a gift of his I always admired.

And the man realizes that the mountain that was his grandfather lives even larger inside his own heart. And this gives the man peace. If the mountain of my grandfather made a positive impact on any of you, then I hope you also recognize him inside your heart and that this may also bring you peace.

So today, in honor of a man who in his lifetime was a marine, a painter, a husband, a father, a grandfather, a great-grandfather, a great-great grandfather, a friend to so many, and a mountain of love and light to his family, I invite you all to see—to really see—the mountains in your own life’s landscape. Love them and appreciate them and don’t forget to visit them once in awhile (mountains like that).

Don’t forget that you that you too may be a mountain in someone else’s life, someone who looks at you like you’ll always be there. I think my grandfather would have wanted you to know that that’s okay, it’s the nature of being a mountain. There will come a time when there will be a hole in their universe and they too will pause and reflect on everything that you did for them. For everything that you shared with them. For all the ways you connected with them.

Grandfather, for everything you’ve done for me, for everything you’ve shared, I thank you. My world—our world—was a happier place for having you in it. I will always carry your spirit with me, you will always be my landmark and I will always love you very much.

What did you forget today?

Apparently I started my phone’s stopwatch 46 days ago and forgot it was running…that’s one long laptime!

I don’t remember why I started it. Can one “butt dial” the iPhone stopwatch?

#FirstWorldProblems

Open Letter to Health Food Companies

Dear “Health food” companies: We appreciate your attempts to replace cane sugar with other natural sweeteners like stevia or agave. However, they’re still sweeteners that may not be good for the body. May we ask you to practice making your products unsweetened all together and allowing each individual to add the sweetener of their choice if it must be added at all?

Ditto on artificial colors. Without a doubt your marketing focus groups are telling you that consumers expect a food to have a certain color. Please ignore those focus groups. We don’t need the dyes.

With much love,

The health-minded consumer

How time moves us

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Lima, Peru

Have you ever stopped for a moment and turned around to look back at how far you’ve come? Late last year I was blessed to go to Peru, specifically Lima, Cusco and Machu Picchu. Its the stereotypical story of a man traveling the world to find himself. I met a lot of new people on that trip. I’ve been touched in so many ways. I learned a lot on that trip. Here I am, and I am changed. There are many more miles between us. But still we are never far from each other.

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Soupe Creole con Quinoa

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The Llama and the Mountain

Three Pillars of an Outstanding Relationship

Hi, all. Its been a little dream of mine to publish an essay on one of my favorite mindful e-zines, the elephant journal. The essay represents some of my thoughts on how I see compatibility in relationships.

Have a look at Three Pillars of an Outstanding Relationship and tell me what you think!

I’ll explore other ideas about relationships and spirituality soon, hopefully in future editions of the elephant journal!

Hold on Tight

Hi, all. I’ve been writing a little music and practicing the fine (and difficult) art of audio engineering. Have a listen and let me know what you think.

New poem up: Foolish to Write Poetry

A good friend of mine, India Trotter, started a new blog site called Blank Stare Corner. She asked me to submit some work and published a new poem of mine entitled, “Foolish to Write Poetry.”

Have a look and tell me what you think.

Attention San Diego Self-Published Authors

Its that time of year again. The City of San Diego wants to recognize San Diego authors who have self-published a book in 2014. Its a great event at a fantastic venue!

From the City:

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San Diego Public Library

Dear San Diego County Author:

The San Diego Public Library’s 49th Annual Local Author Exhibit is nearing and the Library is calling our resident authors for submissions. If your book or eBook was originally published in 2014, we would like to display it in the exhibit, which will run the entire month of February 2015 in the beautiful San Diego Central Library @ Joan Λ Irwin Jacobs Common.

ONLY ONE TITLE MAY BE REGISTERED PER AUTHOR – NO EXCEPTIONS

For information and to register for this event, please visit the San Diego Local Author webpage (also accessible from the San Diego Public Library’s web site, http://www.sandiegolibrary.org under the PROGRAMS & EVENTS tab). Please note that there are two registration forms – one for print books and one for ONLY eBooks. If your book is in both formats register/submit the print version only. Please mail your book to:

SAN DIEGO PUBLIC LIBRARY
ATTN: RACHEL ESGUERRA
330 PARK BOULEVARD
SAN DIEGO, CA 92101-7416

Authors submitting a hardcopy book will not receive official e-mail confirmation until both the registration and book is received and processed. Authors submitting an eBook must register first to receive an e-mail confirmation with information on how to submit an image of your book cover for display purposes. Please allow up to two weeks to receive confirmation.

LAST DAY TO REGISTER AND SUBMIT YOUR BOOK IS SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 30, 2014.

All submissions to the Local Author Exhibit become gifts to the San Diego Public Library for possible inclusion in the collection. Qualified participants will be invited to an exclusive Local Author event to kick off the exhibit.

Be sure to add resguerra@sandiego.gov to your contacts so that further correspondence does not end up in your junk mail. If you have any questions or comments please call 619.236.5841 or simply reply to this e-mail.

Please share this message with your author friends and like the SDPL Central Library Facebook page (http://www.facebook.com/pages/SDPL-Central-Library/134245953252231). The San Diego Central Library is celebrating its one year anniversary on Saturday, September 27 so come check out the wonderful new building when you get a chance!

Rachel Esguerra
Rachel Esguerra
Local Author Exhibit Assistant
Library Clerk – Literature Dept.
330 Park Boulevard
San Diego, CA 92101
619-236-5841
resguerra@sandiego.gov